| Goodbye, goodbye. |
[Thu 18 Jun / 8:44pm] |
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So I've officially graduated :D We're moving out this weekend, even though there isn't a rush... but I am going to be so sad, I think. This place is too much like home and safety.
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| Ohum |
[Mon 20 Apr / 5:29pm] |
I haven't been very talkative on the network. Graduating in two months and trying to figure out what to do with life kinda sucks. It's draining! I think me and Pepper are definitely going to be working at a local camp for kids this summer but the long run? No idea! I guess it's not uncommon for people not to know. Heck, I don't even know where I'll be living. It just seems like two months is coming way too quickly.
The bombing today was scary. I guess no one knows anything but its all over the local news. I'm looking through big news feeds like yahoo online to see. I'm waiting for "psychic school gets bombed" to flash around. When everything was happening I couldn't help but wonder if it was Stargate trying to trick us so they could steal people. Maybe we could all go on Oprah. Or send someone to go on. Or a show that pays and use the money to help find more psychics who might be hiding more than ever because of stuff like this. I am so not going to get political on the network --- don't worry!
Oh! And Susan Boyle is amazing and I can't believe people out there think she's a scam!
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| February!? |
[Tue 3 Feb / 10:50am] |
How did it get to be February already? I'm shocked! This year is going to fly by. Probably because I'm graduating this year. In a few months. It's shocking and tiring and exciting all at once. I also have this really big hunger for nachos with hot hot cheese. Maybe some sour cream? Mmmmm!
Abilities training classes are fun. I can't imagine anyone having the sort of experiences we get with Eli. I found him a Power Rangers costume from Halloween on sale for three dollars. I haven't decided if I should give it to him... :D
I want homemade rice krispies treats.
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[Wed 7 Jan / 7:46am] |
I couldn't sleep last night. I ended up playing games and reading and doing everything but get the rest I needed.
I feel like the only person who isn't excited about college and graduation. I don't have any aspirations in life. Being psychic has been the big focal point in my life I don't know what else I am or could do. What I should do. I just want to live a simple life and never have to switch a light on because I can override wires and anything that runs on electric. A bit lazy, I guess, but what else would I want to do? Besides help other psychics/people out but there isn't a job in superhero psychics right now. Heck, with all the articles printed in newspapers and the internet and even on tv? I'm not sure I want to go out in the world on my own.
I guess I'm letting it get to me, but it's the truth, and if anyone thinks I'm whining or being a baby that's fine. I really just don't know what to do with myself and maybe someone feels the same way. I don't know. There you have it. Thoughts before class on a morning where I only got four hours of sleep.
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[Tue 18 Nov / 7:35pm] |
I can't be the only girl in the world whose boyfriend thinks about a specific car when with her, right? I mean, actually says the cars name and everything? This isn't that disturbing... is it? I thought it was cute. Now I'm not so sure.
Confusion for a Tuesday night.
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| private to trevor |
[Wed 12 Nov / 4:13pm] |
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| !11/4/08! |
[Tue 4 Nov / 2:27pm] |
I want to go out to dinner tonight. Steak. Potato. Cherry cola. Trev????? I feel after all that Halloween madness and politics being all over the place today like I want to go out and have a treat. With steak sauce. And then cheesecake for desert. I have it all planned in my head, anyway. Random Tuesday needs and desires.
Oh! And Eli. No one stole your candy. I took half of it away like your mom told me too and I'll fill it back up at the end of the week. No one wants you to get a stomach ache or bad teeth. Maybe tell Fang to help you control the desire to eat more candy? Oy. I realized today that Eli's Mom is the first person listed in my contacts on my cellphone.
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| [private to trev] |
[Wed 22 Oct / 1:11pm] |
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| 18th Birthday! |
[Wed 15 Oct / 1:52pm] |
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I'm 18 today! I have the greatest friends in the world, too. Pepper made me cupcakes and they are beautiful and very, very, good. I don't think I'm going to eat anything healthy today. I don't even want a cake, I think the cupcakes are better! And the Roses, Trev! I would never have imagined in a million years you were the sort of guy who thought of roses! That was a surprise!
I realized this morning I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life.This is ok. I'm not upset at all. I don't have any particular talents save for my psychicness and no one hires "Electrokinetics" for anything (I sure hope not!) so I don't know what I'm supposed to do after this school year is over. I guess this is something I should have thought of before, huh? This has been just such a big part of my life.
Anyway! Pepper, I want to go shopping today for that Halloween costume. Think Green!
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| its been a long time since i wrote an entry |
[Tue 14 Oct / 9:05am] |
It's been over ten days since I wrote an entry! I've been busy. October has went by fast and I'm a little worried about Halloween. I've missed movies and haven't really done much of anything. I need to get energy. Maybe drink more mountain dew? I don't know! Wake up early? Stretch? Go for a jog? What the heck do people do to feel great every day?
I have no idea what to do for Halloween. At this point I'm not even going to dress up.
Eli... I found something at the store the other day, and I bought it for you, but I'm not sure if I should give it to you now or give it to you for Christmas. It screamed YOU and it made me giggle. It's... a Velociraptor. It's a Velociraptor Puppet to be exact, you put it on your hand, right? I'm worried that if you like him he'll get a name and we'll never talk to Eli again, but always have to address the dino.
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| OCTOBER!!!!!! |
[Wed 1 Oct / 7:11pm] |
October 1st!!! I love when months start in the middle of a week. This weekend is going to be fun. Early Halloween party? I say we have one every weekend. Just so everyone can dress up as something else. I am juvenile, I know. I also think my boyfriend is going crazy, but whatever.
If I have to hear the Jonas Brothers one more time, I might cry. Someone in the next room over is blaring them. Girls, seriously. We aren't thirteen anymore. Let's get some adult tastes.
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| my bad day |
[Tue 16 Sep / 6:50pm] |
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I fell asleep in class and got detention. I had a stuffy nose and I took medicine that made me drowsy! I can't believe I got in trouble. Anyway I ended up sneezing and every time I would I'd zap electricity and ended up pissing some people off and making everyones hair stand on end. I think I'm getting better, though. I feel better. I want hot chai tea and marshmallows. Maybe a hug. No one gives sick people enough hugs and maybe thats all it takes to get better.
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| cravings of a sick girl |
[Mon 15 Sep / 9:40am] |
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I think I'm coming down with those autumn colds. Allergies, maybe, if splitting headaches are common. I might not make it to classes today. I could just lay in bed and sleep it all away and hope for better. I took some tylenol but I really want some raspberry ginger ale and one of those little debbie football shaped brownies.
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but this morning, there's a calm I can't explain. the rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain. by the time I recognize this moment, this moment will be gone. but I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on